Ben Barnes ;D

4S~

Paramore - Monster :3

Paramore - Monster 

You were my conscience
so solid now you're like water
We started drowning
not like we'd sink any further
But I let my heart go
it's somewhere down at the bottom
But I'll get a new one.
come back for the hope that you've stolen


I'll stop the whole world
I'll stop the whole world
from turning into a monster, and eating us alive
Don't you ever wonder how we'd survive?
But now that you're gone the world is ours


I'm only human
I've got a skeleton in me
But I'm not the villain
despite what you're always preaching
Call me a traitor
I'm just collecting your victims
They're getting stronger,
I hear them calling


I'll stop the whole world
I'll stop the whole world
from turning into a monster, and eating us alive
Don't you ever wonder how we'd survive?
But now that you're gone the world is ours


Well you found us strength and solutions but I liked the tension
And not always knowing the answers when you're gonna lose it, you're gonna lose it.


I'll stop the whole world
I'll stop the whole world
from turning into a monster, and eating us alive
Don't you ever wonder how we'd survive?
But now that you're gone the world is ours


I'll stop the whole world
I'll stop the whole world
from turning into a monster, and eating us alive
Don't you ever wonder how we'd survive?
But now that you're gone the world is ours

ENJOY ! :)

KARMIN TIME!!! XD

ENJOY IT! ;)

karmin - firework 

karmin - 6 foot 7 foot

karmin - just the way you are

karmin - teenage dream 

karmin - party rock anthem

karmin - Skyscraper

karmin - look at me now

Karmin - Carbon Copy

Karmin - whip my hair

Karmin - king of anything

Karmin - Hold it against me

buat anak dellusta :')

Sing : waktu terasa semakin berlalu
tinggalkan cerita tentang kita
akan tiada lagi kini tawamu
tuk hapuskan semua sepi di hati

reff: ada cerita tentang aku dan dia
dan kita bersama saat dulu kala
ada cerita tentang masa yang indah
saat kita berduka, saat kita tertawa
teringat di saat kita tertawa bersama
ceritakan semua tentang kita

back to reff

ini pertamanya gue dapet sms dari sholeh.

jadi sedih :'(

kangeeeen bangeeet gueee sama anak2 dellusta

jadi inget pas kita study tour :)

ini anak anak laki-lakinya, pas naik perahu karet yang pake baju abu2 kebiru2an :)

yang ini masi pas study tour juga, masih anak laki2nya juga :)

gue suka banget ngeliat foto yang atas. lagi pada ketawa :) kaya gak dibuat2 :D

ini yang anak cewenya :) tapi gak komplit, abis kehapus sih :(

yang ini pas dibis :) pada main UNO, gue gak ikutan, gak bisa -_____-

yang ini pas kita foto-foto dikelas :) tapi sayangnya gak ada faqih :(

foto yang diatas gue edit, gue selipin faqihnya :) walaupun ancur, yg penting kita semua ada disitu :) 

yang ini cewe-cewenya ama pa jul :)

yang ini fotonya anak2 dellusta :)

yang diatas gue ama ayasha :)

yang di atas eriska ama afifah :)

yang diatas diri, diyan, firanda, sama chika :)

yg diatas namanya irfan. dipanggilnya basek. hahaha -_____-V

ini dito. jadi inget waktu itu gue manggil dia papa, si afifah jadi mamanya, hwaaaaaaaaaa, kangeeeeeen :(

yang ini derry .___. ini yg moto ayasha, diem2. sorry ya, sorry soooorrrrryyyyyy banget banget. hahahaha -_______-V

yang dibawah pas sholeh ama habib dihukum pas pelajaran mr. husni alias bhs inggris, lagian ngobrol sendiri. motonya diem2 juga :D abis lagi ada guru. biasa yg moto ayasha. dasar nekat!

yang ini nanda, alin, lita, sasa, sama vita :)

itu yang terakhir. gaada lagi yang lain. tapi dari keseluruhan foto yang diatas, semua anak-anaknya udah pada ada :) kangeeeeen bangeeeet, apa lagi sama firanda. dia udah pindah gue kangen pas kita lagi ngobrol bareng2, dimarahin bareng2, suasana yang kaya pasar, suasana kelas, pas terlambat, ada yang cinlok lah, yang tadinya gak kenal jadi sahabat lah, yang tadinya gatau apa-apa tentang korea jadi suka banget lah, kisah romantis, nyontek bareng-barenglah. 

jadi inget pas jum'at waktu itu kita sering banget dimarahin sama bu yayah, gara-gara males ngerjain tugas ipa, semuanya dimarahin. terus juga pas jum'at pas anak laki-lakinya sholat jum'at sasa, alin, nanda, eriska, pokonya yang anak cewe suka banget nulis-nulis dipapan tulis.

terus juga pas senam,gue samasekali gak afal semua gerakkannya, yaaaaah, tapi untungnya sebelah gue ada afifah, jadi gue nyontek gitu. ahahahahhaha.


terus pas waktu itu ada ulangan mendadak, gue deg-degan lah. pas waktunya abis untung banget tuh, gue dikasih tau ama afifah, ayasha, eriska. mereka emang sahabat terbaik gue. mereka nolongin gue banyak banget. kita 4s. yang tau singkatan 4s cuma gue, ayasha, afifah, sama eriska doang. kita kemana-mana selalu ber4. mereka kaya malaikat yang dikirimin Allah buat gue. hahaha, thanks god :)


terus yang paling paling paling gue kangenin pudingnya firanda :) tiap pagi ama tiap hari gue makan terus tuh. enak banget. walaupun sekalinya puding ya sama aja, tapi ini beda. firanda buatnya pake hati sih :) hahahahahaha. sok tau yak gue.


terus pas itu gue juga punya silsilah keluarga loooh. eriska jadi buyut gue, afifah jadi emak gue, dito jadi bapa gue, ayasha jadi anak gue. kangen banget ih :'(

terus yang paling berkesan bagi gue ituuu.................................. malu sebenernya gue ngetik bagian pas yang ini. ahahaha.

gue pernah dibukain pintu ama derry, gara-gara gue ke toilet dulu, trus disuruh kemulti, yaudah gue telat, pas gue gedor2, pa jul ga ngebukain pintu. eh, derry yg ngebukain. ahahahahaha. pernah sih suka sama dia pas kelas 8, mau ngelak pake apapun, dan gimana pun caranya juga bakal ketauan, orang keliatan bgt -_____- baru sekarang gue bisa ngakuin. abis maluu -___- gaenak juga, tapi sekarang udah lumayan engga suka sih.


oh, iya ada 1 lagi. waktu itu hari jumat, si yoka, atau enaknya sih dipanggil bolang. dia nginjek tai. trus dikelas jadi bau tai gara2 dia. abis itu, ada nyanyiannya looh 'oaeeaiaieaea' itu maksudnya 'yoka ee tainya didepan kelas' kalo engga salah sih itu tapi gak tau juga deh. 

sekarang...........................

gak kerasa banget. satu tahun udah berlalu. dellusta udah cuma jadi memori, ingatan, dan cuma kenangan aja. gak ada lagi temen2, sahabat2 yang kaya kalian. sekali kalian ya tetep kalian. gue mau minta maaf deh, kalo gue punya salah yang gak disengaja atau disengaja. maaaf bgtbgtbgtbgtbgtbgtbgtbgt.


dulu, pas gue masuk ke 8p3. gue males banget. gue kira anak-anaknya ngebosenin, ngebetein, gitu-gitu deh pokonya, tapi ternyata. itu JAUH BANGET dari dugaan gue. ternyata, 8p3 itu cukup keren, kalo bagi gue mah bukan keren lagi. amazing malah. disitu ternyata lama kelamaan, kita bisa jadi kompak banget, kerja samanya juga ada banget, yaaaah, udah klop banget deh gituu.

jujur banget gue disitu. sekarang gue udah kelas 9. adaptasi lagi sama anak-anak kelas 9. kangen gue pas masa-masa kelas 8. semuanya berubah, semoga kalian gak lupa yah sama gue, :') gue juga, semoga gue gak lupa sama kalian. apa lagi bentar lagi pasti gak kerasa kita juga mau lulus SMA. pasti mencar2 lagi. gue pengen kita bisa nyatu lagi. 

waktu itu emang gak kerasa, kalo pengen cepet2, trus ditungguin lama, tapi kalo gak pengen cepet2, malahan jadi cepet banget. dunia emang aneh.

rasanya pengen ngulang waktu lagi. tapi gak bakalan bisa.

i love dellusta forever :')

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Space Bound

[Verse 1:]
We touch I feel a rush
We clutch it isn't much
But it's enough to make me wonder whats in store for us
It's lust, it's torturous 
You must be a sorceress 'cause you just
Did the impossible
Gained my trust don't play games it'll be dangerous
If you fuck me over
'Cause if I get burnt imma show you what it's like to hurt
'Cause I been treated like dirt before you
And love is "evol"
Spell it backwards I'll show you

Nobody knows me I'm cold
Walk down this road all alone
It's no one's fault but my own
It's the path I've chosen to go
Frozen as snow I show no emotion whatsoever so
Don't ask me why I have no love for these motherfucking hoes
Bloodsucking succubus, what the fuck is up with this?
I've tried in this department but I ain't had no luck with this
It sucks but it's exactly what I thought it would be
Like trying to start over
I got a hole in my heart, I'm some kind of emotional rollercoaster
Something I won't go on 'til you toy with my emotion, so it's over
It's like an explosion every time I hold you, I wasn't joking when I told you
you take my breathe away
You're a supernova... and I'm a

[Chorus:]
I'm a space bound rocket ship and your heart's the moon
And I'm aiming right at you
Right at you
250 thousand miles on a clear night in June
And I'm aiming right at you
Right at you
Right at you

[Verse 2:]
I do whatever it takes
When I'm with you I get the shakes
My body aches when I ain't
With you I have zero strength
There's no limit on how far I would go
No boundaries, no lengths
Why do we say that until we get that person that we thinks
Gonna be that one and then once we get 'em it's never the same?
You want them when they don't want you
Soon as they do feelings change
It's not a contest and I ain't on no conquest for no mate
I wasn't looking but I stumbled onto you must've been fate
But so much is at stake what the fuck does it take
Let's cut to the chase
But a door shuts in your face
Promise me if I cave in and break and leave myself open
That I won't be making a mistake

[Chorus]

[Verse 3:]
So after a year and 6 months it's no longer me that you want
But I love you so much it hurts
Never mistreated you once
I poured my heart out to you
Let down my guard swear to god
I'll blow my brains in your lap
Lay here and die in your arms
Drop to my knees and I'm pleading
I'm trying to stop you from leaving
You won't even listen so fuck it
I'm trying to stop you from breathing
I put both hands on your throat
I sit on top of you squeezing
'Til I snap you neck like a Popsicle stick
Ain't no possible reason I could think of to let you walk up out this house
And let you live
Tears stream down both of my cheeks
Then I let you just go and just give
And before I put that gun to my temple
I told you this

And I would've done anything for you
To show you how much I adored you
But it's over now
It's too late to save our love
Just promise me you'll think of me every time you look up in the sky and see a star 'cause imma

[Chorus:]
I'm a space bound rocket ship and your heart's the moon
And I'm aiming right at you
Right at you
250 thousand miles on a clear night in June
And I'm so lost without you
Without you
Without you 

(ʃ︿ƪ) hope

Selena Gomez - Who says

Selena Gomez - Who says 

You made me insecure,
Told me I wasn't good enough.
But who are you to judge
When you're a diamond in the rough.
I'm sure you got some things
You'd like to change about yourself.
But when it comes to me,
I wouldn't wanna be anybody else.

Na na na na na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na na na na na
I'm no beauty queen.
I'm not just beautiful me

Na na na na na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na na na na na

You've got every right
To a beautiful life.
Come on!

Who says?
Who says you're not perfect?
Who says you're not worth it?
Who says you're the only one that's heard it?
Trust me,
That's the curse of beauty.
Who says you're not pretty?
Who says you're not beautiful?
Who says?

It's such a funny thing
How nothing's funny when it's you.
You tell me whatcha mean,
But they keep whiting out the truth.
It's like a work of art
That never gets to see the light.
Keep you beneath the stars,
Won't let you touch the sky.

Na na na na na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na na na na na
I'm no beauty queen.
I'm just beautiful me.

Na na na na na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na na na na na

You've got every right
To a beautiful life.
Come on!

Who says?
Who says you're not perfect?
Who says you're not worth it?
Who says you're the only one that's heard it?
Trust me,
That's the curse of beauty.
Who says you're not pretty?
Who says you're not beautiful?
Who says?

Who says you're not star potential?
Who says you're not presidential?
Who says you can't be in movies?
Listen to me, listen to me.
Who says you don't pass the test?
Who says you can't be the best?
Who said?
Who said?
Would you tell me who said that?
Yeah~
Who said?

Who says?
Who says you're not perfect?
Who says you're not worth it?
Who says you're the only one that's heard it?
Trust me,
That's the curse of beauty.
Who says you're not pretty?
Who says you're not beautiful?
Who says?

Who says?
Who says you're not perfect?
Who says you're not worth it?
Who says you're the only one that's heard it?
Trust me,
That's the curse of beauty.
Who says you're not pretty?
Who says your not beautiful?
Who says?